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Alfie Solomons ([personal profile] ofanotherera) wrote2015-09-10 10:14 am

office party

It goes almost just as Alfie would have expected. He ends up spending the most of the night with cocky, hotshot second year associates trying to subtly talk themselves up, and him grinding his teeth and holding an incongruously delicate champagne glass- then eventually trading it for a tumbler of scotch.

When Tommy finally springs him, he puts a warm arm around his waist, give him a kiss on the throat, just below his ear, and walks him out of the place just like that, standing tall against the stairs, and nobly waiting untl he gets to the elevator to chuckle.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-13 01:44 pm (UTC)(link)
The moment Alfie's fingers press into the tender skin underneath his jaw, the moment he feels that pressure, Tommy's eyes go wide, his pupils blown, and he focuses hard on the man underneath him. It's a positive reaction in every way, even though it's not the loose-limbed mindless submission he'd felt when Alfie had bound his arms. His hand is tight around the bottle of lube and he breathes in hard, short bursts.

Another thing he had no knowledge of. He wonders if Alfie will ever stop surprising him.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-13 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
He doesn't look away from Alfie, but he pops the bottle open, searches out Alfie's hand by feel and slicks his fingers. His hands are trembling, clumsy.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-13 03:33 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not just his blood that's singing: it's like every single nerve is on fire, like he can feel every single heartbeat whisper underneath his skin. He's hyper-alert of the fingers pressing slowly inside of him, the push and stretch of them, and he idly imagines he can feel Alfie's fingerprints on his throat, feel Alfie's pulse against his own. He's silent and still, but not even close to absent.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-13 05:03 pm (UTC)(link)
He widens his eyes to show that he understands, doesn't even try to nod. He doesn't think he could speak, even if he wanted to, his whole body held rigid with pleasure and just enough fear. His breath stutters when Alfie crooks his fingers inside of him, but other than that he breathes deep.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-13 06:06 pm (UTC)(link)
His breath hitches more often, but it's like he can't, like his voice is blocked, and it winds him up tight- makes his breath high and almost squeaky. Instead of moaning, he clenches his thighs so hard they start trembling against Alfie's legs.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-13 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
He sees Alfie's eyes drop a little, but his own are still wide open, their light blue darker now. He almost chokes when Alfie says that, involuntarily moving his hips down, for more of that.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-13 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
He genuinely chokes, now, but his eyes are still open- still consenting, still fine, but soaring, like his body is at once nowhere and three times more sensitive than usual. He wants to come- so badly wants to come, but this time can't without the extra stimulation, while Alfie's hand is still keeping him anchored to the spot.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-13 08:18 pm (UTC)(link)
He catches the implication through the haze in his mind, eyes wide and shocked, hips stuttering, and his mouth drops half-open in a perfectly silent moan. He feels like a can of soda that got shaken around too much, ready to burst whenever Alfie wants him to.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-13 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
The moment Alfie touches him he sobs, even if his muddled brain isn't sure if he's allowed- but he can't hold back as he shakes apart in Alfie's lap, coming in thick, hot spurts. His eyes press closed and he keeps coming around Alfie's fingers- dry, but still jerking his hips, still shaking. He falls forward eventually and wraps his arms around Alfie's neck. His breath is irregular and raspy in Alfie's ear.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-13 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
He can't even make a joke; he's still shaking, and every few breaths it sounds like a sob is just a hair away. He pushes his head into the side of Alfie's neck, trying to calm himself down, but every time he moves he feels the pressure again and he wants to moan or cry or kiss Alfie until the other man can't breathe himself.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-13 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
He lets out one short, heart-wrenching sob and then- settles, easy as that, legs wrapping around Alfie more comfortably.

"You take care of me," he whispers, eyes still closed. "Can I...?" Help in turn.
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[personal profile] bleak_midwinter 2015-09-14 03:41 am (UTC)(link)
He shakes his head. "Tell me?"

Because there are parts of him that are exhausted and parts that are not; he can't answer before knowing what part Alfie wants.

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