He hadn't even noticed the steady trickle of them down his cheeks, but when Alfie grabs him and then comes- swelling in his mouth, spasming, making Tommy choke on his come, comes- they flow freely. He's not even sure all of it is a purely physical response. Somewhere he knows Alfie wants to see it, so he opens his eyes halfway through, big and blue and hurt and, now, a little more afraid now that he can feel his lungs run out of air.